nuki nuki.....

haha love that song!!! well it would deffinetly make my week if i could see him :]

not feeling well.

home from school. :\ it sucks. keep thinking about john :] but thats nothing new!! I Hope Too See Him in A couple Weekends. :]]]]
Going To Take A Nap I Think!.

one for the book,,.

today was the greastest. all because of john. the end :]

fridayyy.

hmmm,, im tired. going to bed so i can get up early and seee JOHN!!!! gonna watch his soccer game too. great fun :\ hopefully i get an i love you from him. haven't heard that one all week. :\ Goodnight......

imma fly to your heart <3

hmmm. today sucked. school pictures blew. it was the gloomiest day ever. the ONLY GOOD thing was TALKING to JOHN :D He's the most extraordinary boyfriend in the world. BE JEALOUS!!!!! <3

la la land,

well i was just getting ready for school and i thouht to myself,,, why do i get up this earlyy?!?!?! and it struck me. I get up this earlyy so that i can talk too john before he goes to soccer. :] it always make me happy when i wake up and see that i have a text from him :] He's the greatest boyfriend ever :] well,, off too school. !adios!
[[ I Love John. <3 ]]

mistake #1.

i don't understand how im the one that always screws up. i do everything wrong. i think that maybe he needs a perfect girlfriend. (not me) I love john more then anyone in the world, and i wish so much that he'd forgive me just this once......

dear john.

im glad that even though you are now miles and miles away from me, you can still make me smile and feel inportant :]
I LOVE YOU!

......

as i feel my tears running down my face it makes me realize that your everything too me john. heres some tips if you want em.
Call me as many nights as possible.:]
Thats what i want the most.

ugh.

I miss him. and when i try not thinking about missing him i think about everything about him. which makes me miss him even more. what an endless circle. <3 I love you to death john :]]]]]]]

Shit. :\

First day of junior year. it's gonna suck. I wish so much that john was here too see me :]
I also wish he was still in school with me cause then i could go wake him up every single morning :]
well,, off too school in less then an hour :\
I'll see you soon john :]

Dear John.....

you held me tight.
the tears started running down my face.
i couldn't find the words to say.
it's just i'll miss you so much.
and i want you too know.
i love you more then anything.
and i'll never let you go. <3

Almost Time.

You know you are in love
when you see the world in his eyes,
and his eyes everywhere in the world.

He'll Always Be My Everything.
[John.Kneip.]

Seperation.?!?

I dont' know where too start. and honestly, im not sure why im so worried.
It's just thinking about being that far away from him is crazy.
He is the most amazing guy i have ever met :] and imma miss him so much.
I would never hurt him.
and he thinks that imma have these "temptations". Hes wrong though.
I know what i want. and what i want is him. I wont screw up. I Promise.
Being away from him is gonna be a challenge. I know it.
But i [[Believe]] that it'll all work out in the end. :]
I love you johnathan kyle kneip. <3
Forever and Always.

If everyday starts out like the one before, then how come everyday ends differently? :]

It's Just A Bit Of Jealousy.

Me, Tori, Less, Britt.
--We are the Best of Friends. <3



Be jealous. ;]

friends.

How do you know if a best friend is truly a best friend.? I have always wondered. Every person has a really close friend, and some people have like 5 or more. If your best friend(s) is/are truly a best friend then your friendship will last forever. and forever is a really long time :]

ah. :]

I understand love to be this great, romantic, amazing thing in life. or at least thats how movies make it out too be. It's all wrong though. Love is when you find an imperfect person that you think is perfect in every way. Someone you can't go a day without thinking about. Someone who treats you like your the greatest person in the world. At least thats what i think. But love isn't always perfect. See, you get these flaws and obstacles. The ones that cause you too fight. And honestly, if you can overcome these flaws and obstacles then you and your special someone are truly in love :]
--->and just so you know, the whole mushy romantic stuff hardly ever happens. Oh well.

6 months.

Well half a year. It's been amazing. He's amazing. :] The most amazing guy i've ever met. Sometimes I just wonder if it's all gonna work out ya know. Like college for him is in like what. a week? suckage. I hope that everything will work out. I want it to more then anything. I love him more then anyone and anything i've ever loved. I guess we'll soon find out. :] goodnight.