its been a while..

sorry baby....
I've been quite busy lately :) i will do this more :)
i promise!
See You Soon :) a few hours!
bye bye :)))

just another monday.....

It went fast :)
ah im bored.
today was decent. i was tired though.
my body is very sore :(
oh wel i guess. gonna take a bath.
goodbye.

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe.

hmmm. im quite tired today. early bed time tonight i hope. :)
Maybe john will call me and ask how work went later!!!
Ah yes. i must work :\ lame.
oh well. tomorrow is monday. wow the last week has gone by fast!
its crazy. :)
early out wednesday. effin lame. gonna watch work videos with laural!
well. be back later.
adios!!!
karly.<3

brrrr. :\

it is freezing cold. but i just have to answer this question. "why?"
do you really wanna know? cause there are so many reasons. These are the top ones.
1. You make me very happy :D
2. Your Funny.
3. Your Caring!!!
4. your HANDSOME!!!
5. You treat me like im the all time coolest girl in the world :)

well gonna do my homework. and wait for you to call.
Love Always.
Your bestfriend/lover/girlfriend :)
Karly <3

party everyday, pa pa pa party everyday. i've got a feeling. oo ooo. :)

hey there. whoever is reading this lovely blog of mine :) i had the best day ever.! second best actually. nothing beats the days with john. ;) well anyways. today went fast. spent the night portion of it with my homegirls. sammi cakes and manderjo.! woo. :) ive got alot of energy :) i did good on all my work today. i love trying sometimes! im super nervous to teach preschool thursday.!!! ahhhh. help!!! oh well. goodnight.
p.s.-->i love you john. the ring was killer :) i loved it!
p.p.s.--> pictures will be up tomorrow night prolly. dont wanna go outside too get me camera.its freezing :\

WEEKENDS OVER.... :(

You left me speechless baby :)

tuesdayyyy.. :)

today was a decent day :) tomorrow is wednesday! almost time too see john! i have no homework tonight which rocks my socks right off!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!!!! preschool thingy tomorrow :) thats always fun Fun FUN!!! i have a cold sore :( ouchies :(:(:( this is lame. [[72 hours. less then that actually]] nigh night :)

its easy as one two one two three four :)

hey there.
I had one great day. :) it just flew by!!!
Only 4 more days left til i see the most amazing person in the world! :D
(that's you john!) 4 days....thats only 96 hours....5760 minutes....345,600 seconds. I think. that really seems less then it should be. oh well. stupid mental math! :)
i hope my mail gets here before then! otherwise imma have to save one present for john until the next time i see him;) i just cant wait to be in his arms :)
Well about my day.......
Psychology was decent. we just read. lol. then during Chemistry i finished my project!!! YAY!! off to entrepreneurship. ugh. we watched this video about mcdonalds. never eating there again. :P child development was cool. lol :) we did nothing. Took my spanish test 5th period. pretty sure i kicked ass :) then went outside for gps stuff. Can you say cold?? Presented my speech during English! did amazing :D and then am. gov. where we just reviewed for everything. lol :) decent day. ya know. Well ADIOS!!! Hopefully john calls me tonight :)

you lift my feet off the ground and spin me around.

had i great day. waiting for john to text or call me and ask me about it. he just isnt leaving my mind lately. i think that im honestly the most in love with him that i could possibly be :)
everyday i just feel like i find another reason too love him! its so amazing. i wish i coulda seen him this weekend. but its ok. i guess that next friday will come soon enough! i can wait!!!!!!!! Well imma work on this dvd thing some more. :D

love.

Love. noun. i guess prolly an adjective too since it describes something. like my LOVE for john. to describe that i wouldn't even know where to start. He is the best boyfriend in the world. Im not sure if he knows that but i really want him too know. He does everything right. :) he makes me smile:D he makes me laugh, he put butterflies in my tummy! :) i wish he wouldn't tell me to stop saying i love you. i wish i could see him right now.! i think he gets fed up when i constantly say im cold. is that true??? i want him to understand why i think what i do, but idk if he does. i am a girl. and we are hard to understand sometimes. :P I want him to love me for always. His love is SOOOOOOOOOO AMAZING!!!(all girls should be jealous) i wish his game would not have been canceled. :\ i always love too hear about it. even if he doesnt play much. I just love knowing that hes out there doing what he wants to do! And he wants me too cheer. I might. :P just for him.! if your reading this babe i know your prolly getting mad about how long it is getting. so i wil leave it at this. I love you. not more or less then anything. just love. because love is a powerful word, and when the person means it (which i do) there is no need too compare it too anything. Goodnight honey :)

thoughts of a nobody.

i dont understand....
how my life stays running.
the point of homework.
why im always tired.
how gummybears are gummy.
who made the word gummy.?
why lights are so bright.
why you cant just want me.
why everything i ever look forward to comes crashing down.......
goodnight.
done blogging for a couple days.
goodbye.
ready for school.

just another day.

gonna do my homework. psych paper. child development paper 1 & 2. lets not forget the english paper. fml. :\ oh well. only a coouple days til i see the most amazing guy in the world!!! :) I CANT WAIT!!!! be back later. maybe.

monday nights....

the most boring ones of the week. then there is friday. it'll be one too live for. i get too see john. its been over a week now,, since i saw him. idk what too do that moment i see him. sometimes i just wanna run and jump into his arms....but he makes fun of the way i run :P sometimes i wanna grab him in the biggest hug possible, which isnt a great hug cause im not powerful at all :( so my possiblilities wont make him the happiest.... hmmm...... maybe i will do something a little bit more simple. or maybe, i wont do anything and see if he makes the first move. which im sure he will. :) he's gonna gt so angry when he sees what movie i picked out too watch :) i pickedthe princess protection program. baha. joking. :) i cant really tell in case he reads this. i hope he likes the movie ;) im also sorry for making this such a long post. but my thoughts are all jumbled up, and this really sorts things out. and keeps me from spilling the weekend plans too him. :D
well imma go too homecoming cornation maybe?!?!?!
adios.!
i love you john :]
goodnight.

3685.

well hey there john :] i bet your gonna read this soon. I just have a feeling your typing papers :] lol. :) imma go too mi grandmas and eat some cupcakes.!!! I cant wait. then imma keep studying my psych stuff. :] i love you to pluto and back one million times. that is my favorite planet ya know :P do good on your papers. all is well here for the most part. :] i will see you so soon :]:]:]:]

not topic. :]

Im just not in the mood too make one up :P im just sitting here, wondering. does he think about me alot? i also think he is deeply in love with me. At least as far as i can tell. :] I have noticed that the days fly by, i think its because im looking forward too seeing him. I let my mind wander and it always comes down to all these what ifs.... :] what if he asks me one day. what if he comes back on a surprise visit. what if he wants too cuddle for hours. well you get the point. i have happy what if thoughts. :] thats what i should name this title...what if!!! oh gosh, imma work on homework. i hate homework, but i wanna make john happy and proud of me for doing it :] i love you johnathan kyle kneip <3

girl meets boy.

she falls head over heels for him. they fight and fight. she still loves him. he usually still loves her. she wants lots and lots of friends. people too hangout with. all girl nights. thats the fun stuff.i quit. goodnight.

one way or another......

im gonna getcha. im gonna getcha getcha getcha getcha ;] Going to bed. Just finished cleaning the room. must finish up on this horrible homework :\ it sucks. oh well. good grades. gonna do it for john <3 im going too see him this weekend :] imma surprise him big time. imma look so cute:] ah. its gonna be amazing. i hope you exited honey :] i've never spent this much time picking out an outfit :P I love you john. Goodnight :)

dot dot dot. :]

Today was confuzzling. :\ I hate days like these. but i really enjoyed most of it.! I Loved Cuddling With My Boyfriend! :] It's Gonna Happen Again. :]:]:] I love you john <3

bedtime.

Im uber tired. i wanna see john. doubt hes coming home though, hes usually busy. :\ it would be an amazing present if he surprised me though :] andi can write this because i know he hardly ever reads this anymore. hmmm. i wonder if he'll ever write about me....night! <3

worthless night.

I'm studying for my stupid ameican government test. im realy sidetracked though. I'm begining too wonder if im really all that important to him anymore. sometimes it just doesn't seem like it. i give up on homework for tonight. That's all for now...... goodnight. :\

nuki nuki.....

haha love that song!!! well it would deffinetly make my week if i could see him :]

not feeling well.

home from school. :\ it sucks. keep thinking about john :] but thats nothing new!! I Hope Too See Him in A couple Weekends. :]]]]
Going To Take A Nap I Think!.

one for the book,,.

today was the greastest. all because of john. the end :]

fridayyy.

hmmm,, im tired. going to bed so i can get up early and seee JOHN!!!! gonna watch his soccer game too. great fun :\ hopefully i get an i love you from him. haven't heard that one all week. :\ Goodnight......

imma fly to your heart <3

hmmm. today sucked. school pictures blew. it was the gloomiest day ever. the ONLY GOOD thing was TALKING to JOHN :D He's the most extraordinary boyfriend in the world. BE JEALOUS!!!!! <3

la la land,

well i was just getting ready for school and i thouht to myself,,, why do i get up this earlyy?!?!?! and it struck me. I get up this earlyy so that i can talk too john before he goes to soccer. :] it always make me happy when i wake up and see that i have a text from him :] He's the greatest boyfriend ever :] well,, off too school. !adios!
[[ I Love John. <3 ]]

mistake #1.

i don't understand how im the one that always screws up. i do everything wrong. i think that maybe he needs a perfect girlfriend. (not me) I love john more then anyone in the world, and i wish so much that he'd forgive me just this once......

dear john.

im glad that even though you are now miles and miles away from me, you can still make me smile and feel inportant :]
I LOVE YOU!

......

as i feel my tears running down my face it makes me realize that your everything too me john. heres some tips if you want em.
Call me as many nights as possible.:]
Thats what i want the most.

ugh.

I miss him. and when i try not thinking about missing him i think about everything about him. which makes me miss him even more. what an endless circle. <3 I love you to death john :]]]]]]]

Shit. :\

First day of junior year. it's gonna suck. I wish so much that john was here too see me :]
I also wish he was still in school with me cause then i could go wake him up every single morning :]
well,, off too school in less then an hour :\
I'll see you soon john :]

Dear John.....

you held me tight.
the tears started running down my face.
i couldn't find the words to say.
it's just i'll miss you so much.
and i want you too know.
i love you more then anything.
and i'll never let you go. <3

Almost Time.

You know you are in love
when you see the world in his eyes,
and his eyes everywhere in the world.

He'll Always Be My Everything.
[John.Kneip.]

Seperation.?!?

I dont' know where too start. and honestly, im not sure why im so worried.
It's just thinking about being that far away from him is crazy.
He is the most amazing guy i have ever met :] and imma miss him so much.
I would never hurt him.
and he thinks that imma have these "temptations". Hes wrong though.
I know what i want. and what i want is him. I wont screw up. I Promise.
Being away from him is gonna be a challenge. I know it.
But i [[Believe]] that it'll all work out in the end. :]
I love you johnathan kyle kneip. <3
Forever and Always.

If everyday starts out like the one before, then how come everyday ends differently? :]

It's Just A Bit Of Jealousy.

Me, Tori, Less, Britt.
--We are the Best of Friends. <3



Be jealous. ;]

friends.

How do you know if a best friend is truly a best friend.? I have always wondered. Every person has a really close friend, and some people have like 5 or more. If your best friend(s) is/are truly a best friend then your friendship will last forever. and forever is a really long time :]

ah. :]

I understand love to be this great, romantic, amazing thing in life. or at least thats how movies make it out too be. It's all wrong though. Love is when you find an imperfect person that you think is perfect in every way. Someone you can't go a day without thinking about. Someone who treats you like your the greatest person in the world. At least thats what i think. But love isn't always perfect. See, you get these flaws and obstacles. The ones that cause you too fight. And honestly, if you can overcome these flaws and obstacles then you and your special someone are truly in love :]
--->and just so you know, the whole mushy romantic stuff hardly ever happens. Oh well.

6 months.

Well half a year. It's been amazing. He's amazing. :] The most amazing guy i've ever met. Sometimes I just wonder if it's all gonna work out ya know. Like college for him is in like what. a week? suckage. I hope that everything will work out. I want it to more then anything. I love him more then anyone and anything i've ever loved. I guess we'll soon find out. :] goodnight.